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For Arrow, re: his character Richard Gallian. (See eg. 
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14510431/ .) Any canon errors are mine.


Exploration Flight


The backpack weighed heavily on Richard's shoulders as he left home at 
dawn. His breath puffed visibly and he kept his hands firmly in his 
coat. Not that anyone was likely to see him, but he didn't want them to 
wonder or worry or call his parents. He'd be fine.

Richard hiked out of town, which wasn't far, into the snowy woods. 
Augusta, Maine on a Saturday morning in February wasn't a lively place. 
He smiled as he made it away from civilization, since now he could 
change in private.

Well, no; he was still out where some curious hiker might go. Or worse, 
some drunken hunter who might see a hawk and... Richard shuddered. Of 
all his nightmares about transforming, getting shot was high on the 
list. Better to get farther out of town before trying it. The first few 
times he'd been a hawk he hadn't planned ahead, at all, and it had only 
been luck that kept him out of major trouble.

Once he'd gotten far enough not to be seen, his backpack felt lighter 
and he quit looking suspiciously around. This was a hilly, craggy area 
where only his own footsteps crunched through the snow. The question 
was, where to fly? The cliff over there would be a good takeoff site. It 
overlooked a steep mass of rocks that ended in a boulder pile, and the 
frozen river. He'd swoop down dramatically to the ice and skim over it.

Or maybe he could hike farther and find a better place. Richard kept 
walking, then made himself stop. He was putting it off; he'd been 
planning to make this trip for a week and kept finding excuses. The fact 
was, he didn't know if he could handle changing again. If he'd panic, 
get lost, forget how to fly, or forget how to turn back. He'd been in a 
holding pattern. He took off his leather gloves and flexed his fingers 
in the frigid air, remembering feathers. Except for being a shifter, 
there was nothing special about Richard. His fists clenched. Was that 
really true, that he was just a kid otherwise? Ugh.

Richard looked down the cliff again. It wasn't all that far, and parts 
of the rocks were ice-free. He put his gloves back on, dropped his 
backpack, and started easing his way from the clifftop onto the next 
lower rock. Easy enough, now that he wasn't lugging food and water and 
other stuff. From there he looked for another step, another ledge. This 
part was tricky, forcing him to sit on the stone and get his butt frozen 
for a few seconds while he slid forward and down. He landed in a crouch 
on some moss and frost. Now the cliff was a looming shadow above, and 
the river a dull mirror below. He wasn't sure he could climb back up. Good.

Richard struggled out of his heavy coat and shoes. The cold bit into 
him, especially his feet. Last time, his clothes had sort of come with 
him, but he wasn't sure how far that power extended from his skin or how 
much mass it could "store". For that matter he knew barely anything 
about his power. What would it be like to turn himself over to 
scientists to get studied and figure out how he did it? Probably 
unpleasant. What he could do for now was to learn more on his own. One 
day maybe everyone could find out how this form-shifting worked, and no 
one would need to be scared of it.

He shut his eyes and crouched on the boulder, trying to steady his 
breathing. When he'd changed before, he'd been panicked. He hoped that 
wasn't a requirement. How _did_ he change, exactly? He pulled off his 
gloves again and willed his arm to shift. Nothing happened but the cold 
seeping in. "Come on!" he said. He tried an increasingly silly series of 
gestures, poses and magic words. There was no instruction manual. 
Richard shuddered not just from the cold but from looking down again. If 
he was in enough stress and danger, maybe that would trigger it. Or get 
him killed.

So, he tried climbing farther down. He stumbled and wobbled on a rock, 
so that he had to grab the cliff face to steady himself. It wasn't so 
far to the ground now. He could probably jump down and not hurt himself 
much. Like, ten feet, just enough to be scary. He was just going by 
theory, here, hoping that the cold and wind and fear would help. He 
steeled himself and jumped, arms wide.

In midair, his arms caught the wind. They felt like they were spreading 
out, prickling all over, and his hands going numb. In that moment of 
falling his entire body fizzed. His mouth and nose felt strange in 
particular, and when he landed hard on his feet his toes clacked against 
the ground. He rolled with the impact, sprawling forward to cushion the 
blow, and landed in a bruised heap. Almost, almost! Richard laughed 
bitterly. Nothing had changed, when he looked himself over, but he 
wasn't much hurt either. He hadn't just imagined the change, though; he 
just had quit it too soon.

He looked back up at the cliff and gulped. According to his physics 
textbook, ten feet meant falling for around two-thirds of a second. He 
hadn't even given his body one second to shift before it knew he was 
safe again. So, from the top of the cliff... No, he wasn't that stupid. 
He'd give himself a full second. He went back to the boulders and began 
climbing up along them. Every touch of his wet socks and bare fingers 
against snowy stone chilled him. Still, he forced himself along to the 
ledge where his coat and shoes were waiting, and looked at them 
enviously. Jumping from here meant more than fifteen feet down, which 
was also enough to really get hurt. "Do I really want to do this?" he 
asked out loud. In the absence of a wise old man who could teach him, he 
had no better option.

Richard backed up against the cliff, ran forward, and jumped as high as 
he could to buy an extra fraction of a second. The frigid wind roared up 
around him. His arms ached, but he didn't dare look at them. The air 
streamed along his face, seeming to stiffen and pull forward on it. His 
legs flailed and dangled but they were getting shorter, and what felt 
like minutes passed and he hadn't -- oof! Finally the ground slapped him 
and he jolted to a stop.

Was that it? Had he failed again? Richard dared to look at one of his 
arms and felt his head whip hard to the right like a turret, giving him 
a look at a long mass of deep brown feathers. The world felt bigger, and 
growing larger. He was still changing! He concentrated on what was 
happening to his arms in particular, where his fingers seemed to shrink 
away into bare wrists and row upon row of prickling feathers. The same 
thing was happening a little slower on his left. He gave his left arm a 
gentle flap and felt the whoosh of air beneath it, and the way his 
muscles wanted to move in a circle, down and back and up again like an oar.

He took a tentative step and fell over. His bare feet were pale yellow 
now and there were talons springing out from them. Where the hems of his 
pants should've been he had pale feather tufts itchily pressing their 
way out from his legs. He pushed one arm, more of a wing now, against 
the ground to help right himself. Now that he was back on his feet he 
was still a little unsteady, and that gave him an excuse to stretch his 
wings out. Seeing his own wingspan gave him a sense of pride. The rows 
of feathers all along his wings had distinct rows. He'd looked up the 
anatomy of hawks furtively, as though somebody would guess about his 
power by seeing him reading. Seeing the real thing was much different 
than a photo! He tilted his head down and saw soft white feathers on his 
chest, with flecks of brown. A dark, hooked beak ruffled and tickled 
those chest feathers as he moved. He tried to touch his beak with one 
wing, but had trouble moving it the way he would have used his hand. 
Worse than mittens, really.

Worse? Ha! Richard's laugh came out as a screech that he'd always 
thought was more of an eagle thing. He bounced up and down on his feet 
and wobbled his wings as the transformation finished. The rocks he'd 
just climbed looked huge now! He was so light his human self could 
easily carry him on one arm, now. He walked toward the icy river and 
found a spot that wasn't frozen. The rippling mirror felt like it was 
pulling heat out of his face when he leaned close. He had golden eyes 
and a deadly serious expression, despite feeling ready to literally jump 
into the sky. Well, almost ready. When he stood up straight again (still 
feeling like he was leaning forward), something brushed against the 
ground. Of course; he had a tail now. He looked silly trying to 
coordinate all his limbs and his tank-turret of a neck to let him get a 
look at it. The tail feathers were a deep red-brown, more vivid than 
most photos he'd seen, and he could twitch them. "Shake your tail 
feathers!", he thought, remembering a silly song.

He turned back, waddling a bit as he tried to master walking. He'd flown 
before, with a lot of difficulty; surely he could do it again. Richard 
took a deep breath. Even breathing was different, like he wasn't quite 
breathing out so much as in followed by in.

He ran along the short patch of dirt he was on, and pumped his wings 
down and backward. The motion lifted him just enough to clear the ice, 
but he dropped again and skidded, stumbled across it. That was a start. 
The ice looked solid enough for the two or three pounds he weighed. He 
ran again and flapped, then flapped a few more times, until he was in 
the air. Headed right for the cliff! Richard screeched and dipped one 
wing, which sent him spinning far off to his left. Out of control, he 
slapped the air and wobbled until he could level off again. There was 
clear sky ahead. He practiced keeping in the air, as level as he could, 
though it still felt like he was always either falling or gliding 
rapidly forward. This was no time to get airsick! He tried to master the 
faint queasiness by telling himself that it was a human thing. Not 
something that applied to him, not now.

He veered in circles, constantly tense as he tried to get used to 
something no human ever could. Then level flight again, parallel to the 
cliff. At first he flapped too fast; his natural pace seemed to be slow 
and steady. He kept low to the ground in case something went wrong. To 
get his stuff back, though, he had to make a... well, not a precision 
landing, but to reach the right rock and not smack into it. He practiced 
by swooping down to the ice again until he was inches above it, then 
lowering his legs like an airplane's wheels and skidding down on them. 
He felt himself about to smack his beak into the ice and paddled the air 
frantically to slow down, to right himself. It worked without grace but 
without hurting himself, at least.

Okay. Up to the ledge. He made another running start and gained 
altitude, then marveled at how he'd done it more easily this time. Up 
and around, toward the ledge... bad idea! He aborted the landing and 
turned so he could come at it from the side and give himself more space. 
The icy stone rushed at him, and he held out his talons. There! He 
flapped furiously to tilt and slow to a stop, and wobbled nearly to the 
edge before all was still again. Then a pebble skittered loose and 
startled him. Good enough. His discarded clothes looked absurdly big. 
Maybe he could lift them? He grabbed one glove in his left talons, kind 
of liking the feel of pliant leather caught in his grip, and lifted off 
again. He awkwardly grabbed the thing in both feet now and rose, higher 
and higher until he was up above the whole cliff, back where his 
backpack was. He dropped the glove and posed vainly. Success! He made 
his way to the cliffside again, peered down, and gulped. "Come on," he 
told himself. "I can do this."

He still screeched in fear as he jumped off the cliff. But when he 
swooped up again and back to level flight, he made the same noise on 
purpose, happily this time. It was like the best amusement park ride! He 
went down again to snag his other glove without even stopping on the 
rock. He made two more trips to get his shoes, though those were more 
rigid and heavy. Back up at the clifftop he caught his breath and rested 
his wings. The coat wasn't going to be practical to retrieve this way; 
it was too big. He leaned over the edge and thought, tilting his head. 
There was more to learn today.

He descended carefully to the ledge where he'd left it. He kicked it off 
the edge, careful not to snag his talons in it and go tumbling along. He 
swooped down to reach it back on safe ground.

He'd been able to turn back, those other times, only once he'd calmed 
down. So it was voluntary, kinda, not keyed to the moon or anything. He 
carefully leaned back until he was laying down with his wings spread, 
making a snow angel. He shut his eyes and imagined himself stretching, 
growing. A few moments later, though he wasn't sure quite when, it 
really happened. His toes were reshaping on longer feet and his feathers 
faded back into his body, leaving him dressed in his still-intact 
clothes and laying there shivering on the frozen ground. He laughed and 
said out loud, "I did it! On purpose this time!"

His transformation and his flying called for a celebration, starting 
with getting warm. He struggled to put on his coat. At first he batted 
at it with his hands like he'd briefly forgotten how his fingers worked, 
but he got the thing on and settled it over his shoulders. Comforting, 
like the feel of wings draped over his back and sides. The question was, 
could he shift again while wearing it?

He crouched and recalled how he'd felt when the change happened last 
time in both directions. It took a while, but he could feel his teeth 
melding together and pushing out from his mouth into the hard shape of a 
beak; his coat fading into the mass of his feathers. He didn't feel any 
heavier for carrying this extra mass around. Still he took off 
cautiously and circled a bit before heading up to the clifftop.

Soon he stood with his pile of ferried-up shoes and gloves and his 
backpack, and imagined somebody coming along and thinking he'd stripped 
and thrown himself off the cliff. He'd have to come and do that more 
often! He looked warily around, then shifted back to human again before 
really thinking about it. Once he was fully dressed again he crept close 
to the edge to look down once more, but he kept his distance this time. 
He might try some kind of fancy midair shifting, but, like, over a pile 
of pillows or a swimming pool. Another day.

For now, he walked home with a spring in his step.

#

His mother was washing dishes when he got in. "You're up early for a 
weekend."

Richard couldn't wipe the smile off his face. "Wanted to do some hiking. 
Have we got hot chocolate?"

"I'll make some in a minute. Guess you burned off a lot of energy flying 
around out there."

Richard startled. He began to feel the prickling of feathers, or maybe 
just goosebumps, and had to stuff that feeling back down. "What?" She 
didn't know, or so he thought.

Mom smiled. "Racing all over the woods, I mean. Just don't hurt 
yourself. But I guess a boy has to pick up a few scrapes and bruises to 
learn."

He'd managed not to hurt himself, much, but his arms were sure tired and 
his lungs burned with fatigue. His toes still felt like they wanted to 
clench and grab things. "Yeah," he said. "I'll be careful. I learned a 
lot today, though. It was fun."

She mixed some cocoa powder and milk and put the mug in the microwave 
for him. "Good. Now, how's that science report going?"

Richard groaned. He couldn't fly away from everything. But come to think 
of it... "I needed a topic, and I've got one. I'm going to write about 
hawks, and flying."

"Saw one out there?"

He perked back up with a smile. "Yeah! A red-tail!"

"Are you sure?"

"Pretty sure, yeah. I got a good look." He grabbed the hot drink and 
sipped gratefully.

"Glad it inspired you, anyway. I'm sure you're not alone in not having 
started your report yet."

Richard nodded. He probably wasn't alone in being what he was, either, 
or at least having the same kind of power. Somewhere out there, other 
people were just figuring things out. Maybe even at his school, for all 
he knew! Maybe he could drop a hint in his report and see if anyone 
asked. It'd be a little scary, but totally worth trying.

He went out flying again on Sunday, too, for research purposes. There 
was always more to learn!