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>You race through the darkened corridors of the maintenance tunnels
>Well, race isn’t the proper verb to use
>It’s more like a speedy hobble in the sticky heat
>But it’s progress, despite how blurry everything is
>And how blurry your thinking feels
>Curious
>That’s all it is to you
>Curious
>Certainly not concerning
>But you feel that worry like a shard of ice against your bare skin
>Pain hammers behind your eyes, and your body feels like broken glass
>But time is of the essence, as each labored step through the darkness drags you closer and closer to the altar
>Sam is breathing hard, and to be fair, you’re practically gulping air
>Christ it gets hot up here
>”A-A-Anon, I c-c-can smell blood…” Sam’s voice is a high whine. “I-It’s really st-strong.”
>Careful not to drop the books or the slip of glass, you feel the back of your head, and gasp when you feel how wet with fresh blood it is
>Christ
>”O-Oh God,” Sam shudders. “A-A-Are you al-alright?”
“Yes,” you lie through clenched teeth. “Just keep p-pushing forward. I think we’re almost t-there.”
>In truth the pain is like a millstone around your neck
>Your heavy head and bruised up body want to collapse into the heat, to lay down and succumb to everything
>Death is a warm blanket
>You won’t allow yourself that comfort
>Not yet

>The fire-light glow of the room calls to you like a torch in the dark
>At the end of the hall, you see orange light slanting around a sharp corner, reflecting off the old copper pipes
“I think we’re almost there,” you say as you two hobble into the light
>You try smiling at Sam, but a lancing arc if pain drills right down from your head to your feet
>You halt in place and grit your teeth, body trembling as little tremors rip through you
>”A-Anon-” Sam looks up and gasps. “Y-Your head!”
>You again feel the back of your skull
>Oh Christ
>There’s so much blood
>And what’s more, you can feel a terrific gash
>”A-Anon we need to s-s-s-stop,” Sam says as she slides out and away from you
“We can’t-” Another wave of nausea and pain. “-Not here, not now.”
>”J-Just take it easy a-a-alright?”
>Her voice is so distant as you check your phone
>11:57
>You hear is a dull buzzing sound, like a swarm of locusts in your ear
>Those dark stars are back in the corners of your vision, pulling further and further inward
>You gasp sharply when they cloud your vision completely, sending them back to your peripherals, the way that a shoreline recedes in the electrified minutes before a tsunami
>You can see it now, as the narrow hallway opens up into a low, familiar room
>Strange etching and carvings adorn the walls, with a flame-written ‘31’ glowing large and bright like a neon sign
>And in the center of the room: the stone basin, still a shallow pool of blood in it
>You throw your hands onto the basin’s rim for support as another wave of agony overwhelms you
>Your lungs feel like they can’t get enough air
>You gasp
>And gasp
>And gasp
>And gasp
>Until the color returns to the room, all orange and pink, but tinged at the edges with gray and black
>The books and the glass shards fall from your shaking hand
>”H-H-Here.” Sam scoops them up and hands them to you. “P-Please t-t-take them, y-y-you’re the only one w-w-who knows what to d-d-do.”
>She wrings her ears
>You allow the books to fall into the center of the altar, where they are promptly saturated by Sam’s old blood
>Fuck
>Fuckity fuck fuck
>With shaking hands you flip open The Book of Rite, searching for that page about banishing
>But Christ, everything is so blurry, and your heart is racing so fast
>”An-Anon, here.” Sam holds her wrist above the altar, her sleeves pushed down her thin arms
>In her right hand is the jagged slice of glass
>Sam locks eyes with you and nods
>”T-Tell me w-when.” She steadies her shaking voice
>Fresh blood
>It has to be fresh
>You’ve been staring at the pages for too long
>You blink away the dark stars as your blood soaked fingers leaf through the pages of The Book of Rite
>It’s here
>It’s… somewhere in the middle
>11:58

>God, wouldn’t it be poetic to die at exactly midnight?
>Your hands are trembling too bad
>You’ve lost too much blood
>You’re concussed
>So just give up the ghost
>The world goes gray
>And then starts to get a bit darker
>How you’re remaining upright is anyone’s guess
>11:59
>A delicate furry hand starts leafing through the pages in front of you
>And you can see on the pages that same, torturous, spidery scrawl
>An old type of cursive written in fragmented pen
>And Sam points to a heading that’s faded with age
>”I-Is this i-it?” She says
>You hear her voice, but she sounds like he’s yelling across a canyon
>You read the heading, eyes bouncing around the scrawled cursive
>’Banishment’
>A smile spreads across your face — a wild, delirious smile
>You look up at Sam
>That dumb bunny
>That stupid, amazing, lovable, dumb bunny
>Your mind shears into two, like a glacier being cleaved in half
>You’re not sure what you’re going to say next, but your mouth starts working anyway
>You nod towards her exposed wrist and the trembling shard of glass hovering just above delicate fur
“R-Remember, ac-across the s-street, not d-down the lane.”

>A quick slash
>Sam gasping, reflexively clutching at her wound
>A steady trickle of blood saturates the page
>Light explodes from the old pressed parchments
>You shut your eyes and exhale

>You’re whipped onto your ass by an other-worldly force
>You and Sam both go tumbling down (tumbling down) (tumbling down)
>The two books ascend into the air, dripping with blood as their pages spin and explode in fractals of light
>You can only watch with gaped maws as the world coalesces and then spreads apart right before your eyes
>The ground shakes beneath you as you struggle to stand upright
>You are quickly cut down by a series of jarring tremors that are so violent you can feel them in your teeth
>So you just lay on your back
>Like a dying fish
>And watch as the world trembles and shakes as your vision collapses into stuttering pulses
>You’re wide awake
>You think
>You don’t know anymore
>Until Sam crawls on top of you
>And then you know you’re awake (or at least alive)
>Or was she always on top of you and now you’re just gaining consciousness?
>Your eyes struggle open
>You feel her delicate frame on top of your own, like a heavy feather pillow
>It feels like with her there, all the tremors stop
>The books fall uselessly back into the altar’s center
“Sam?” Your voice is weak and tinged with exhaustion. “W-Why are you laying on top of me?”
>You cough out some dust and grit
>”Y-Y-You were sh-shaking,” she answers back
>But when you look up, her eyes are filled with tears
>They streak and cut down her dirty fur in mirrored lines
>It’s almost kind of beautiful, in a weird way
“Stop crying you big baby,” you say, half-joking
>The rest of you isn’t sure what exactly you’re trying to say
>”A-A-A-And you’re st-still bleeding.”
>To your surprise, she throws her arms around your neck and dips her face against your chest
>You can feel another type of tremor:
>Sam, shaking against you with heavy relived sobs
>”I d-d-don’t want to l-l-lose you,” she cries. “G-G-God p-please be alright.”
>You open your mouth to speak, which feels like a monumental effort
>Like your jaw was weighted shut
>So you don’t talk
>Just let the waves of unconsciousness take you, like a small boat being carried out to sea, as your vision goes to gray
>Sam is talking again, but you can barely hear her
>She sits up and scrubs her eyes with the back of her sleeves
>She tries to put on a determined and strong face
>”D-D-Don’t m-move. I-I’m g-g-going to g-g-g-get help…”
>But when she meets your darkening eyes, her strong front shatters like a dam suddenly bursting
>”A-Anon-” she bites her lower lip and swallows the lump in her throat. “P-Please s-s-stay with me.”
>You’re trying
>You want to live
>Because, if nothing else, you have something you need to tell her
>”I-I l-love you s-s-s-so much.”
>Your mouth forms the words, but no sound comes out:
‘I love you too.’
>Sam spends a few more heartbeats staring into your eyes, before she leans in, plants a faint kiss on your forehead, and then rolls off you
>She stands tall (or as tall as she can with a broken leg) and leans onto a carved up wall for support
>”I-I’ll b-b-be back, o-okay?”
>She doesn’t wait for you to respond, not only because you really can’t right now, but because there’s no time
>She hobbles off down the hall, out of the reach of the slowly declining light
>The world turns beneath you, as if you were balanced on a spinning top set in motion at the explosive dawn of the universe
>And with the last molecules of consciousness now buzzing around you like flies as entropy quashes all motion, a wave of sadness and despair washes over you
>It’s not that you’re afraid to die
>You’re just afraid to lose her
>You exhale
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