Said Varr, voice hollow like a man bereaved
And echoing around the council hall,
“Never before have I turned tail. What has
Become of Last to Flee? If such as I,
By death made undying, by corruption
Made incorruptible in who we are,
Already have abandoned our real names,
Already are mere shadows of ourselves,
Already we have lost." “We have not lost,"
Shane said, “Nor have we fled. When she is safe
Then shall be time, I swear, to put past doubt
Who we are." Said the girl, “there is no need
To wait, and no time better than the now
For provings. I am safe enough. No Soot
Shall breach this door. Go, Warriors!" as she slid
From Varr's back to the floor. But when her foot
But touched the stony floor, she cried aloud
In pain. Her leg refused to bear even
Her sylphy weight. She toppled to the floor,
Whimpering curses in some crimson tongue
And clutching at her shin. A splash of blood
As red as holly fruit grew on the floor
To match the splash, like careless paint, left on
Varr's hauberk. As he rushed to bind the wound
Unnoticed, inflicted by nameless sword
Astray, Varr chided, “That is how safe you
May hope to be while yet this battle lasts!
At least you cannot stray back into harm
Upon this leg." Shane hoisted her onto
His shoulder, “The portal should not be far,"
He said, “so I shall bear you thither. Come.
No gainsaying or pleading will I hear.
We swore to spend our lives, or what you will,
To save this world. And that means saving you."
Beyond the archway all was black. The sole
Hint of their whereabouts that it would give
Was echoes of their footsteps, labored breath,
And low rhythm of heart and weapon's clank.
Imagination of yet-mortal man
Might easily have fabricated ghouls
Always just out of reach, or enemies
Around the coming bend, invisible
Until one stood amid their silent throng,
Or fancied that the sound returning of
His footstep masked the hiss and shuffling march
Of the triumphant Soot coming behind
And gaining gainst all reason. But no fears
Of phantom form assailed the stalwart dead.
The boxer and the warrior forged ahead
By baseless fears untroubled. If the girl
Had any fear of darkness, she spoke not.
They had, indeed, more than enough to fear
That was no craftsmanship of craven mind.
With no idea of how high they'd climbed
Beneath the mountain's slope, Shane squinted. “I
Can see a light ahead, if it be light
And not phantasm of my starving eyes."
“I see it too," said Varr. “Do you know aught
Of this passage?" he asked the girl upon
The boxer's shoulders. “Please, disturb her not,"
Shane said, “I fear her pain is more than she
Will own-" “Your brother," she interrupted
With ragged gasp, “Speaks wisdom, Champion,
So chide him not. I know this passage well.
By it my people first came to this world,"
She paused to dig her fingers, like a vise,
Into Shane's bare shoulder, as one would bite,
A leather strap in ancient surgery,
“In ages past," she finished. “I have been
This way before. Let lights give you no pause.
It is only whatever sky is left."
Then as they reached the light, they saw the cave,
Or tunnel, was tunnel or cave no more:
First holes and cracks, and the whole ceiling
Was fallen in, years, ages, eons hence,
To form a narrow cleft between rock walls
Too high to glimpse the top. The starlight came
Down on them like the rays dyed every hue
By high cathedral glass. So on they went,
The little light not much, only enough
For ghosts, who can make do with little light.
They heard the battle not. They knew no hint
If any of their brethren lived or fought.
The war, the Soot, the Sulfur Carrier,
Each might as well have been ages away,
A footnote only in some dusty tome
Of no significance next to the weight
And permanence of these unfeeling crags
Invincible to any force of time.
Yet something, if not time, then before time,
Had carved them, and more carefully than time
Has oft been known to do, for now they came
As suddenly as starts a man surprised
Out of a daydream by the stoplight's change,
Into a grotto not by nature made.
The base of it was wide, and yet so high
Did the coarse granite walls above it rise
That it seemed narrower than does the point
Of a needle. But these walls were not rough
With nature's stonecutting, rather they had
Been chipped and chiseled to the very top
Into uneven straightness, so the sky
Looked down this narrow chimney, and its light
Had no corners to round. The floor was clothed
With scraps of wintry moss. An avenue
Of stunted, leafless shrubs led toward a grove-
Both obviously placed here by design-
Around a single tree. Its roots were gnarled
From long grasping at jagged, hairline cracks.
Its trunk was wide, and sinewy like rope.
Its bark was smooth with the same silky sheen
As melting chocolate. Its branches spread
From wall to wall, more like to twigs than limbs,
Like net, spread out to grasp the smallest fish,
Like a mosquito cloth to stop all gaps,
Like a tent canopy, to catch the least
And weakest sunbeam that might glance down here.
Though they seemed brittle, they bore yellow leaves
Drooping like paper in a gout of steam,
And yet a few green apples. Varr approached
Like one who wishes not to start some wild
And skittish beast. “My father said," he said,
Above a rock pool twixt the twisted roots,
“There was a tree that was the world. I knew
Not what he meant, but now I think I see.
How did my people know this tree grew here?
And how did they mistake? Our tales said that
It was an ash, and not an apple tree."
Shane frowned, Varr's awe opaque to him, and asked,
“If once the Soot reach it, then what?" The girl
Looked his reflection in the eye, and said,
“As ever happens to what the Soot touch,
And then all is darkness. This is indeed
The tree that is the life of all the world.
Mind not its species. It may be an ash,
Or flowering cherry perfuming the wind,
Or honey-linden loving the pure sun,
Or apple bearing life and wisdom both,
Slow fir with frosty baubles glistening,
Arbutus, anchor to the flood-filled ark,
For any tree, when it is all you have,
Is the World Tree. The live day is its stock,
Its roots, deeper than earth, fastened on hell,
Has thunderheads among its leaves, and stars
Between its topmost twigs." “We have no time,"
The boxer growled, “for philosophic trees!
The sooner you are safe, the sooner we
Your World Tree may defend! Where leads the path?"
She looked at him and answered not, leaning
Her wounded weight against the apple trunk
And scowling stubbornly. Without a word,
Shane plucked a pliant sucker shoot, and held
It up before her face. They traded stares,
Till finally she sighed and breathed on it
Some words he did not catch. He cast it down
Upon the pool, where it turned a moment,
Then pointed. Shane scooped up the girl again.
And Varr already strode along the line
The branch had cast. He pushed aside the scrub
And tangle of the leafless brush, and there
They saw an arch of fieldstone, rough mortared,
And old beyond guessing. They took but one
Step toward it, then no more. Faintness and cold
And suffocation washed over them both,
For on the keystone there was hung a scrap
With sigils in the Lady's hand. The way
Was barred to any who had died. Varr's head
Swam as he stumbled, as he thought he saw
A pyre upon an ocean cliff, above
A sea the color of the sunset clouds
That hovered close above, and smelled sweet smoke
Around him curling slowly. Shane fell to
His knees, thinking in slow-motion that the
Moss-covered rocks looked very like a mat,
The scrawny bushes very like the ropes,
And wondering where the crowd, upon their feet
And shouting in a frenzy of outrage
Had come from suddenly. He could not breathe.
His head and chest felt weightless, and the ring
Or grotto, for he know not which it was,
Was ringing with the breathy harmony
That sounds within a shell held to the ear.
His dizzy eyes rolled will-less cross the crowd
But then they met the eyes of one who stood
In the front row, slack-jawed in disbelief,
Hands fastened to the ropes, her blue eyes filled
With heartbreak cutting closer than mere shock
Of spectators, with sharp reflexive fear,
With disregarded prophecies of woe
Now all fulfilled. She seemed just close enough
To touch, and suddenly Shane's head was clear,
His muscles ready, and his mouth forming
A word he knew the meaning of only
After he heard his own voice pronounce it,
The name “Barbara." Somewhere the boxer
Found himself staring through a stony arch
As if at someone just inside. Before
His will could tell his legs to stand, he stood.
Before his mind could order the advance,
He staggered forward, like a man against
A powerful current. Before his thoughts
Could write the words and pass them to his tongue,
He was shouting, “Go back and use your sword!
I only may this threshold cross! Go to
The victory! I won't be far behind!"
Varr sputtered, unable to draw near, “Wait!
Brother in Blood, what if you come not back?"
“I will come back!" roared Shane the Champion,
As he forced one toe past the archway. Black
Was the tunnel beyond. The Lady's spell
Snapped like steel cord, and the Champion
And girl he carried, both were vanished. In
The pool beside him the green twig quivered,
Then sank beneath the clear, clean water. Varr
The Last-to-Flee was left alone beneath
The ragged branches of the World Tree.
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