The day was long departed, and the night
Was coming to adulthood. Outside slept
The night breeze, snoring soft among the grass.
Inside, the boxer felt the darkness close
As if it were a change in temperature
He had not noticed. “Hold on," he spoke up,
“This Old Man, did he have a proper name?
Was he called only Old Man, and no more?"
“I know not," said the warrior, “we heard but
'Old Man' from him, and if we wanted more
There was not time nor breath to ask it him.
We thought this not unusual; indeed,
The little that we knew for sure was that
We little knew. The only clue was thus:
He often would roam muttering throughout
Whatever halls were empty, seeming blind
And speaking not to any who were near.
One evening, weary from the training drills,
I came into the dim shade of the hall
Seeking the coolness, when I overheard
The Old Man saying to an empty room:
'They told the truth. There is no hope at all.'
But what he meant by that I cannot guess."
“Cannot you?" said the boxer, “your tale rings
Like something I remember from the years
When, as a boy, I listened to old songs
Whose ending I cannot entire recall
From those who did not credit them." “In truth,"
Varr answered, “Some did hold he spoke the truth:
That we were dead, and held all these fair lands
The country of the gods. I held not so.
My people once told tales of Valhalla;
Of endless feast with hero gods of old
All in a hall of luxury. But here
Is peril dark, just as the Old Man said.
Here there are enemies. Here there is war.
Why else would he have need of warriors?
The country of the gods should have no war.
The country of the gods should be without
Night terrors in the day. What place is there,
In such a pristine and platonic world,
For those like me, who nothing know but war?
Would that I were made other than I am,
Then truly might this heaven be, and I
Might yet acquire an appetite for peace.
We may not be among the living, Shane,
But we are not in heaven. I have seen
Things here more fit for hell." The silence filled
The darkness with unasked conjectures of
Insectoid, technological, mythic,
Colossal, fear infused, unstoppable,
Undead, undying foes. The air soon weighed
Far more than mountains. “Do you mean the foes
Of whom the Old Man spoke? What horrors dire
Are they?" Shane said, to wash the silence off.
“Whatsoever they are, they cannot be
As horrible as I imagine from
The hints you drop. In any case, they soon
Will find they fear me more than I fear them."
“You would not feel so eager," answered Varr,
“If you had seen them. Words cannot convey
The way their being warps and wastes the world
Wherever they set foot. No matter. You
Shall doubtless see enough of them too soon.
When first I saw them-" but he stopped, and held
One hand for silence up. Shane heard no sound.
The wind outside had gone as still as death.
For half a moment Varr stood listening
While Shane blinked stupidly, in puzzlement,
And all the while, the fireflies grew dim.
The last Shane saw before their light went out
Were horrors realized upon Varr's face.
He made to ask, but felt the warrior's hand
Clamped tight across his mouth. The embers now
Were all the light they had, not near enough
To see eachother, or to move, or arm.
In silence sat they, waiting for Shane knew
Not what, but steeped in tension, like the sweat
Of dynamite, that only needs a touch
To blossom into fire and sudden death.
Then came a subtle sound, not softened with
Great distance, but so softened that it might
Have come from infinitely. If he had
To name it, Shane would say it was the sound
Of bacon. Of raw flesh touching some iron
And flameless heat, and withering in pain
Too dire intense to scream more than a sigh.
It echoed, as if trapped within a cask
All hollow, like the belly of a viol
Or like the empty buzz within a shell
Held up against the ear. Laid under that
Were shuffling footsteps, rustling of the grass,
The moan of metal rusted all but through,
And with the sound there came a smell, as if
A heap of rancid trash were set ablaze,
Burned down to dust, then smothered with the tide,
Leaving grey sodden ash and brackish cloud.
Varr had no need Shane's silence to compel.
The sound and smell and that which was their source
Came almost to the door, and there they stopped.
The smell wormed through the darkness, and the fire
Shot indigo and purple tongues of flame
From embers that seemed smothered by the stench.
How long they crouched, like rabbits in a hedge
Who watch a sleeping snake and dare not move,
Shane could not say, but all at once the air
Was breathable. The sound of sizzling steps
Was fading, muffled, then completely gone.
The fireflies shone again, and Varr released
The boxer, saying, “Now you know our foe.
Where they stand, grasses brown and shrivel up.
Where they pass, infant animals go blind.
I do not know their name, if name they have.
We called them Soot. Come morning, you'll see why.
They grow far deadlier by night." Shane spoke,
“I fear no men of soot, by day or night.
I will not cower at their coming, nor
Will I change course to skirt their ashy scent.
What came of all the Old Man's noble words?
Wherefore are these foul creatures suffered still?
Have you not still your sword, Varr Last-to-flee?
Can I not testify its edge yet bites?
Have you not still the heart, brother in blood,
That quickened at the sight of battle-dawn?
When next these flies go dim, my gloves and I
Will stand outside this door, and wait, and win!"
Varr smiled, but shook his head, and said, “Brave words,
Shane, Champion Indeed, not brave too much
But wise too little. Know you what you say?
I do not count a man of less renown
Because he leaps not into raging seas,
Nor does it wound the name, that one refrains
From laying bare his breast to thunderstrike.
Fret not upon your honor. When you hear
How my tale ended is, you will not think
That I do deem you coward, or esteem
Your manhood little worth. To go at night
Against the Soot is stupid and not brave.
When once the day has dazzled and confused
Our fetid friend, we will acquit our might.
He will not be too difficult to track.
But now attend again, and you shall hear,
How these, like you, are more than they appear."
In mingled light of hearth and firefly
Again the boxer rapt in listening sat,
Again the warrior spoke of glory gone.
Outside, the lightless night cascaded on.
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