My hand stretches as far as it can go
The muscles in my arm groaning
If I could tear the fabric of the universe to do so
I would, if only to hear you stop moaning
The untold distance of thousands of miles
Full of mountains and waters, obstacles abound
The military tells me to stay put and so I do
But it’d be so much nicer if you were around
One of us lives in Europe, the other in the states
Time zone and culture differences keeping
The both of us feeling quite mysteriously isolated
One with a solid heart, the other one broken and bleeding
If only my fingers could snare your shoulder
If only my arms could pull you into a hug
If only my words could be heard rather than typed
If only my eyes could make you feel warm
But instead, our relationship is one only continued
Over the wires and codes of the internet venues
Each message we send a shallow shell of its potential
Each time we say hello sounding quiet and dim
Every time I talk with you, I leave wishing I could do more
Every time I wish I could do more, I also feel regret
For I could have done more when I saw you last
But admittedly, I failed to realize the chance that I had
I’m glad for the time I have to speak with you
Though I always wish there were more
Hours in the day that I didn’t spend working
That I didn’t spend sleeping, for you
But this is the world we live in with the challenges we face
Though I sometimes wonder why there are so many
Tasks we must do to get to the destination we strive for
Why so much work dedicated to one goal
But then I look to the future, I gaze out to the next few years
The fact that I won’t be in debt after college
All of it keeps me working towards the dreams I follow
I only hope that you might revive your own
For life isn’t about what you were dealt, it’s never been about cards
I threw my hand out five years ago, they aren’t necessary
Creating your own path is the only direction one can travel
Break down all restrictions, pull down your walls
I love you as a brother, as close to one I could have ever imagined
But from this distance, I can only do so much
Fight, stop looking for the outside reason, simply fight because you should
Revert to the animal instincts if necessary
For I care too much to handle watching you stumble, but sadly
From this distance all I can really do is be a fan
My words will probably get drowned out in the sea of other voices
But you’re my best friend, so I’ll go hoarse before I quit
Years from now, I hope to hug you and say “see, it’s alright”
But to get there will take some effort from you
Relationships as complex as ours go two ways and I can only
Help you so much to go along with me
Distance can create barriers, but I strive to keep them at bay
Let’s not let the troubles of this world ruin us
I’ll fight for you and with you, but you have to fight as well
Stand next to me and we’ll conquer the world
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