“Before the sun had crossed the pinnacle
Of hours upon the sky's superior side
And any nightward momentum had gained,
The hall was emptying. The Old Man's words
Reverberated still between hard stone
Reproachful more the longer that we stayed.
Our blood seemed turned to thunderbolts, that we
Already felt our bodies straining toward
Our foes, like iron shards to a lodestone,
To fall on them, and crush, and make as dust
And less than nothing, with a deafening crash.
Delaying but a moment was torment.
By twos and threes and fours we journeyed forth.
I went with two companions: one was tall
And stronger than the knots of oaks. He spoke
But little, and he silent stood in pain.
He little cared for strategies, but struck
As much with his broad weight as with his spear.
Guz was he called, surnamed All-Leveler
For many bouts that left us stunned and sprawled
Upon the practice floor. With him there was
Another, Luke the Barefoot, swift in all:
In boast, in deed, to fellowship, to fight,
And on his ever unshod feet in war.
Rash and quick tempered—very much like you—
But just as quick to laughter after wrath.
Our armor scorned he. He with cadenced mock
Would call us oysters, clams, and lobster shells.
In battle he seemed not to notice wounds
But plied with sabers twain as if he hewed
At nothing vicious more than firewood.
Toward the sunrise hills we turned, and looked
Not back to see crystalline sunlight on
The parapets of home one final time.
Ere sunset, we were swallowed by the hills
And shadows long. For days in readiness
We walked, that grew unhurriedly to weeks.
With every mile we went, the world was changed.
It was not only that it had grown cold:
Recall that it was winter. It was not
The twisted stunted half-trees that watched us
Like evil raven ghosts among the tombs:
For we were on a heath were such shrubs grew.
It was as if the world had stretched too thin
And now was shrinking back, as does a leaf
Dead, dried out, and half-rotted, from a flame
Greedily licking at the edges soft.
The air seemed shriveled, and could not be breathed.
The earth seemed tired, and crumbled at our tread.
The time seemed comatose, as if this day
Had somehow inundated my whole life
That I had walked in colorless wetlands
As long as I had lived, and always would.
Yet reached we all too soon a slate-grey mere
Stretched wetly flat supine beneath slate sky.
It was the only place that I have seen
Since I awoke that I would term ugly.
Ugly in mood, ugly in soul. Yet more
Unsightly it was made by a great wound
Carved down into the sodden earth as if
A rat vast far beyond imagining
Had gnawed down through the mud and morbid reeds,
Or rather such a beast had burst up from
A subterranean womb. Just so it bled
Pale brackish water, and just so it stank.
But that was not the worst. I had known war
In my life previous to this. I gave
Deep wounds, and suffered blow for blow in turn.
And even as a boy untested by
The trials of manhood, universe, and war
I had beheld without emotion worse
Than holes overlarge many times before.
The worst was that the gulf did open not
To earth below a swamp, to depth of silt,
To pool clay-flavored or peat scented, but
To something smoldering slowly. The plume
Of oily smoke rose sluggish to the clouds.
A moment brief I smelled it, then the stench
My nostrils numbed, as if for surgery.
I only caught a whiff of ashes soaked
By water, sealed away for ages long,
And only now unsepulchered and stirred.
We stood upon a knot of higher ground,
The only island in that waste of mud,
And gaped, the three of us. I felt too sick
To speak. For as we watched we saw the hole
Was vaster than at first we credited.
Just as the darkling maggots in a heap
Of compost rotting, suddenly exposed
To observation, writhe as one, the hole
With motion jerky, spastic, seizure-like
Began to crawl. The sides were come alive
With shapes that looked no bigger than a mite
But we could see were men. The hole was wide
Enough to swallow up our hall, and still
Fit three more like it easily, and up
The sides came slowly someones. We knew not
What sort of man could be birthed thus, nor what
Damp hell this gulf had breached, but well we knew
These were our enemies. We were at war.
The shapes grew clear as they approached the lip.
In form they seemed like men completely sealed
In armor interlocking, twisted, bent
And stained with rust. Inside, they were not men.
Imagine you a body set aflame
Then pushed into the sea, so as it burned
It slowly foundered as it turned to ash.
Now dress it in the crumbling spoils of tombs
Of ancient heathen kings. Wrap it, perhaps,
In a moth-ravaged cloak, or on its head
A helm more verdigris than metal set.
See it begin to stir, turn sightless face,
And shuffle, raising slow a broken sword.
Next do imagine that you hear within
Its hollow chest for heartbeat the low hiss
Of flame unquenchable at water's touch,
Of embers buried under wood still wet,
Of something rotten underneath the stones
Around a chimney long abandoned, now
To fire and heat reintroduced at last.
One final touch remains, as this thing walks
Behind it picture clumps of sodden ash
Fallen from every chink and armor hole
Leaving of foul pollution a foul trail.
If your imagination matches to
Your courage, you will understand why I
Felt sickened as with fever at the sight:
Either with anger or with nausea.
With one accord we three shook clean our heads.
Without a word, we three pronounced the things
Our foes through death and ever after. None
Who calls himself a man and means it, whose
Blood in his heart is red, could otherwise
Have done once he had seen them. No more than
A heartbeat's time these thoughts flashed through us, for
Up from the mists and meres the Things had come
Slow as erosion. Now they stood around
Surrounding us, the circle tightening.
They did not want to wait for us to choose
Between war and diplomacy, so we
Chose war, and drew our weapons, and began.
They came among us faster than they ought
To have been capable of moving, but
We met them head-on, from all ways at once.
The shock was like the crash of frigid air
To hot, that swells to storm and births cyclones.
To my right hand was Guz. With one long stride
He struck him deep among their foremost ranks
And ere his forward boot had touched the ground
He struck three down: he whipped his spearhead flat
As if he held no lance, but sword twelve-foot
And keen on every edge. Three crumpled down
Like twigs deluged by hailstones. Then he thrust
And pierced the nearest through, who was not near
Even enough to strike were his reach grown
To double. Ere Guz could pull back his lance,
Two flanked him, and advancing from behind
Were half-way brandishing half-crumbled swords.
The lance butt cracked against the first one's chin
With force enough to lift it from its feet
Before it dropped. An elbow, then a fist
Slammed backward sent the other toppling flat,
And lancepoint made it helpless evermore.
While to my left, like whitewater through rocks,
Luke danced among the enemy, his blades
Sometimes like scissors, sometimes like windmills
Blown contradictory; one widershins
One with the sun, sometimes like steel-hard teeth
Of rabid rodents gnawing bone-dry wood
Clean through, sometimes like each part of a storm
In turn—like lightning piercing, like sharp rain
Swift driving jabs, like sweeping gusts of wind
Slashing and trailing turbulence behind
That twisted past whatever small defense
The rotten armor offered. Often he
Like silver flash of scales under the reeds,
A slab of muscle singly bent to speed,
Would dart under descending sword, and drift
With seemed effortlessness just out of reach
And somehow surface from behind to strike.
While I, with point of sword and edge of shield,
Both of them weapon, both defense, dealt death
Not with the overwhelming strength, that snaps
The oak boughs in the storm, or crushes rocks
Between expanding roots, nor with the speed
And dizzy acrobatic grace that bursts
Out of the clouds where sunlight pokes a hole
That guarded both my flanks and watched my back,
But simply and directly, like the beat
Of syllables in plain and honest speech.
Impossible to tally up a score
For each of us. One blasphemy against
Strong honor, clean existence, and sweet life
Each breath we drew went crashing to the ground.
I know not how to count up all we slew.
The wind was freshening, and cleared the stench.
The time seemed stunned, and slowed almost to naught.
The sunlight, strangled out by silky sheets
Of cloud, grew now encouraged and shone through
Enough to paint its shadow on the mists
Of light and not of shade. All this we saw
As one hears drums inside a melody:
We did not stop to notice, till we found
That suddenly we had no enemies.
Then through the air the silence struck. We froze
Each posed as if for sculpture at the peak
Of some titanic lunge, blades up, arms straight
Each muscle rigid with adrenal pain,
Hearts pounding, eyes ablaze with rage and joy.
Around us in a ring lay double-dead
The slain abominations. Where they lay
Already they were rotting, as a fire
Collapses inward with a hiss when doused.
If we appeared like statues, then they seemed
The shoddy masonry, for pedestal
Intended, but incapable within
Of holding piece to piece and self to self
Beneath the thick weight of heroic bronze,
And, crushed beneath it, scatters outwards from
The feet of the colossus that stands firm.
But even as we watched, each double-corpse
Began to shrivel swiftly, like a coal
That burns too long and deeply, and is turned
To self-consuming ash. So they grew grey,
Then white, then brittle outlines bloomed, until
A passing breeze and their own chaffy weight
Left only powder, as if sudden snow
Had come confused unseasonal, and spread
Its frigid blooms only about our feet
Like flowers for a triumphal parade."
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